** Im a psychopath, constantly lurking around the design of absolute bliss and yet something is always amiss. Behind the cold exterior and aloof dignity that I project, I still take offense to the people who deliberately kill my spirit. I say, dont be fooled by what you see. Ponder upon the words that you dont hear me speak. I love my family and friends, but I seek counsel only to those that I have outmost respect. With true love, Ill find it as soon as I learn how to trust. Call me a cynic, Ill accept that. Amid this chaotic state of mind, my heart stays idealistic and that Im sure will work to my detriment. For now, think of me as a walking nutcase.

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** My preoccupations:being a muse, being quiet, talking too much, telling stories, pretending not to listen, spending too much money, not keeping up my website, thinking about but not exercising, waiting to go outside, wanting back inside, cooking stir-fry, staying warm, dreaming of him, inventing worlds that never were and words that never were, forgetting to eat, procrastinating promises of care- packages, playing strange games, inspiring those who want it, fighting hopelessness, being a good daughter


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Cruel Intentions, Mean Girls (proud to be one!), Two Can Play that Game, Mr and Mrs. Smith, Wicker Park, If Only, John Tucker Must Die, Gettin Played,

Laguna Beach, Desperate Housewives, One Tree Hill, The OC; Jerry Springer Show, The Simple Life, SouthPark

Confessions of an Heiress- Paris Hilton, Confessions of a Shopaholic- Sophie Kinsella, Killing Mr. Griffin - Lois Duncan

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